How do I stop missing my AP?
I am a former BS X2. (10 plus years ago) We are still married. We have tried to make our marriage work but I just haven’t been happy. And he knows this. He has had a major alcohol problem and it has really taken a toll on our already fragile marriage over the last few years. I made a mistake and fell in love with a married man. Or at least it seemed like that to both of us. His wife found out recently and he has totally shut me out. I am not mad at this. Neither one of us ever said we would leave our spouse. My husband is out of town and I plan on telling him when he gets back. I just don’t know how to stop missing my AP and thinking about him constantly. We had been in constant communication with each other for over a year and now that is just gone.
3 comments posted: Tuesday, June 17th, 2025
